anthem, anypose, blueberry, collabor88, doux, elm, equal, foxcity, frayed, friday, glam affair, jian, kraftwork, LeLutka, Maitreya, miss chelsea, N21

I Keep Asking Why

In grief therapy, they tell you often that being creative and expressing your feelings through art is huge. Something about art therapy helping get your emotions out without you having to speak. I guess I sort of get it. There have been a million times in this very blog where my photos aren’t just “Hi, look at my outfit.” I’m not sure I’ve ever really been that kind of blogger. I like to tell a simple story in a simple picture. But I’ve been so creatively blocked in the past almost 3 months. It’s so hard to express yourself through art when your grief is almost the only thing you feel most days.

But then I thought, “Why do I have to be creative? Why can’t I just put out what I feel or even what my days are like?”

I have 3 kittens. They’re almost 6 months old now and I love them so much. They are, most days, the only things that really get me out of bed. They are curious and funny and they force me to remember that life goes on, even on your worst days.

Style - I Keep Asking Why

In This Post:

Head: Nova by LeLutka
Body: Lara by Maitreya
Skin: Rosalie by Glam Affair
Hair: Ava by Doux
Headband: Josie by Frayed [Anthem]
Top: Nimi by Miss Chelsea [N21]
Jeans: Evie by Blueberry
Boots: Sidney Booties by Friday [Collabor88]
Nails: Frankie by Equal [Anthem]
Pose: Ground Sits Vol. 1 by Foxcity [Edited with AnyPose]

Bed: Elle by Elm
Fairy Cottage – Sideboard by KraftWork
Old Sports Room – Vintage Messy Rug by KraftWork [Anthem]
Munchkin Kittens by JIAN

ahegao, blush, glam affair, jian, le poppycock, LeLutka, Maitreya, mithral, N21, reign, Uncategorized, zenith

Imagine A Fighter With A Centerfold Face

Hey bunnies, happy Monday! I hope everyone had a marvelous weekend! Events have started, events are ending soon. You really don’t need to read all my random thoughts today. Just go shop! ♥

Style - Imagine A Fighter With A Centerfold Face

In This Post:
Head: Spencer by LeLutka
Body: Lara by Maitreya
Skin: Michelle by Glam Affair
Hair: Rosemary by Mithral Apothecary [Blush]
Outfit: Roll Down Strap Jean by Zenith [N21]
Boots: Nashville by Reign
Hat: Boho Cowboy Hat by Zenith [N21]
Collar: Moo Bell by Ahegao [Blush]
Pose & Prop: Sweet Reverie by Le Poppycock
Cows, Milk Jugs, Hay Roll – Southern Shelties by Jian

blush, Cae, decoy, glam affair, izzie's, just because, le fil casse, le poppycock, LeLutka, Maitreya, mina, N21, reign, the clique, uber, Uncategorized

Yeah, I’d Go Again

Hey bunnies! I think about traveling a lot. I’m not in a place in my life right now where traveling too far away or for more than a day or two is really an option, but I certainly do think about it. When I was younger, I used to think about just leaving. Get in the car, drive until I found some little town, work in a diner, buy a tiny house. Considering my insane shopping habit and my weekly whine about having to wash my clothes at the laundromat because our apartment didn’t have a washer… well, I’m pretty sure had I run away, I would have come back the first time I couldn’t find a decent nail salon. (This was the early 2000s. My nails were always done.)

Being more in touch with my boho side now, I think I would be better suited for that tiny town life. But then again, maybe not. I don’t think there would be a very good internet connection out there.

Go shop!

Style - Yeah, I'd Go Again

In This Post:

Head: Spencer by LeLutka
Body: Lara by Maitreya
Skin: Michelle by Glam Affair
Hair: Maria by MINA [Blush]
Top: Daisy by Just Because [Uber]
Bottom: Apple shorts by Decoy [Blush]
Shoes: Rinoa Geta by Le Fil Casse [N21]
Sunglasses: Louisa by Cae [The Clique]
Bag: Fall Vibes – Traveler Bag by Reign
Tattoo: Metallic Arrow by Izzie’s
Pose: Chasing Dreams by Le Poppycock (Slightly modded by the bag and with AnyPose)
Photo taken at Mother Road

blueberry, cheeky pea, cold ash, deadwool, Maitreya, N21, plaaka, SLink, stray dog, the arcade, the mens dept, tori torricelli, Uncategorized, vale koer

Just What I Needed

Hello bunnies! So I’ve always been pretty open about being an introvert. I need time to myself like I need a heartbeat. And outwardly, I think I seem pretty chill most of the time. But the people who know me best know that I can be incredibly needy! And (in a joking way 99% of the time) I am super dramatic. Aldwyn got a new phone this week and forgot to put the app that we use to message each other on the new phone. I may have claimed that he went out for cigarettes and was never coming home, abandoning me to be a single mother. I may also have mentioned that maybe he was dead because he’s old. *laughs* When I asked him later if he thought I was dramatic, he said no. If that ain’t love…

Style - Just What I Needed

In This Post:

On Me –
Body: Lara by Maitreya
Top: Lila Knot Tie by Blueberry
Bottom: Lila Rolled Cuff Jeans by Blueberry
Shoes: Rebeca Wedge Sneakers by Vale Koer [N21]

On Aldwyn –
Body: Physique by Slink
Skin: Breno by Stray Dog
Shirt: Taylor by Cold Ash
Jeans: Broberry by Deadwool
Shoes: Downtown by Tori Torricelli [The Mens Dept]

Cody Workbench Set by Cheeky Pea [N21]
Atelier House by Plaaka [The Arcade]

anypose, collabor88, death row designs, exile, glam affair, LeLutka, Maitreya, miss chelsea, N21, uber, Uncategorized, zaara

You Know We Can’t Go Back Again

Hey bunnies! It’s the weekend! I’m super excited because the weather will be beautiful for me this weekend, and that just makes me want to go out and get things done! But also, it makes me want to shop! If you haven’t stopped by N21 yet, you need to hit it up this weekend before this round closes! Also, be sure to stop by Collabor88 and Uber, too! Happy shopping!

Style - You Know We Can't Go Back Again

In This Post:

Head: Spencer by LeLutka
Body: Lara by Maitreya
Skin: Michelle by Glam Affair
Hair: A Fine Mess by Exile [Collabor88]
Outfit: Kaia Jumpsuit by Miss Chelsea [N21]
Shoes: Padma Mojari by Zaara [Collabor88]
Pose made by me with AnyPose
Scrappy Scooter by Death Row Designs [Uber]

action, anypose, fri.day, glam affair, LeLutka, Maitreya, N21, the arcade, Truth, uber, Uncategorized, vinyl

But It’s Not Even An Onion Ring

Hey bunnies! When I was younger, probably early teens, I always thought it would be super romantic to be out to eat with a guy and have him be SO in love with me, he just had to propose right then and there with an onion ring. *laughs* Now? I’d just settle for an order of onion rings. But I guess a donut would also work pretty well. To eat, I mean. Not to get proposed to with.

I think I’m just hungry.

Go shopping!

Style - But It's Not Even An Onion Ring

In This Post:

Head: Spencer by LeLutka
Body: Lara by Maitreya
Skin: Michelle by Glam Affair
Hair: Polly by Truth
Top: Mick Mod by Vinyl [Uber]
Bottom: Winehouse Tartan Skinnys by Vinyl [Uber]
Shoes: Valerie by fri.day [N21]
Pose made by me with AnyPose

Action Donuts Van and Shop by Action [The Arcade]
(Shop is the Player Reward for playing 25 times)

anypose, bee designs, blueberry, collabor88, deadwool, etham, glam affair, LeLutka, Maitreya, N21, neve, reign, SLink, stealthic, stray dog, the liaison collaborative, the mens dept, trompe loeil, Truth, uber, Uncategorized, versov

Boy, Don’t Even Try To Touch This

Hello bunnies! I always say that I’m not really much of a gamer. But when I was younger, I was ALL about the games! The moment I got a Nintendo as a kid, I was hooked! If anyone tried to touch my controller… Nope! Not happening! I really want to find an old school Nintendo one day, but until then, I guess PC games are just going to have to do.

Style - Boy, Don't Even Try To Touch This

In This Post:

On Me:
Head: Spencer by LeLutka
Body: Lara by Maitreya
Skin: Michelle by Glam Affair [Collabor88]
Hair: Lilo by Truth [Uber]
Top: Uma Jacket by Neve [Uber]
Bottom: Poppy Leggings by Blueberry
Boots: Palia by Reign [Collabor88]

On Aldwyn:

Head: Andrea by LeLutka
Body: Physique by Slink
Skin: Breno by Stray Dog
Hair: Like Lust by Stealthic
Top: Jacob Sweater by Etham [N21]
Jeans: Broberry by Deadwool
Shoes: Kaizov by Versov [TMD]

Poses made by me with AnyPose

Cobi Lodge by Trompe Loeil [Uber]
Furniture Set: Game Zone by Bee Designs [The Liaison Collaborative]

anypose, dust bunny, foxes, genesis lab, glam affair, group gift, izzie's, LeLutka, Maitreya, N21, peaches n cream, Truth, Uncategorized, zenith

I Am Who I’m Meant To be

Hello bunnies! So one of my thoughts this year was to become a Basic B. Now I say that and people laugh, or they think I’m being sarcastic, but I’m not! I see people make fun of the “basic” ones out there, but honestly? I’m usually kind of impressed by them. Sure, they’re hitting up Starbucks while wearing leggings, browsing Pinterest to find the perfect cupcake recipe, putting stickers in their planners, and cramming way too much into a day – but they’re getting things done. I want to get things done, too! I think I’m getting better at it. I hope I am, anyway. I feel like it is who I am, and I really quite like it!

Style - I Am Who I'm Meant To Be

In This Post:

Head: Spencer by LeLutka
Body: Lara by Maitreya
Skin: Michelle by Glam Affair [Collabor88]
Hair: Teanna by Truth [VIP group gift]
Top: Oversized Sweater by Zenith [N21]
Cozy Tights by Izzie’s
Boots: Winter Lolita by Zenith [The Epiphany]
Sweet Storytime Headphones, Magic Camera by Genesis Lab [The Epiphany]
Sweetheart Lunch Potato Chips by Dust Bunny [The Epiphany]
Kendall ChowChow by Foxes [The Epiphany]
Basic As Fuck Emotional Baggage Handbag, Extra Creamy’ Peachbucks Frap by Peaches n Cream [The Epiphany]
Pose made by me with AnyPose

avi-glam, body language, exile, fameshed, izzie's, LeLutka, Maitreya, N21, powder pack, pumec, Rebel Hope, sayo, sweet lovely cute, Uncategorized, yummy

Behind Closed Doors

Hey bunnies! I hope you guys all had a great Halloween! I know it’s not really time for spooky type pictures anymore but… I just haven’t quite had my fill. Sometimes the spook just keeps going!

Style - Behind Closed Doors

In This Post:

Head: Spencer by LeLutka
Body: Lara by Maitreya
Skin: Agatha by PumeC
Eyes: Sensual by Avi-Glam [Powder Pack, Oct. 2017]
Lipstick: All The Colors Matte Lipstick by Izzie’s
Hair: Autumn Breeze by Exile
Top: Rina Shirt Dress by Rebel Hope [FaMESHed]
Rings: Illuminati by Yummy
Pose: SS Pose – Hand & Face (light) by Body Language Sweet Lovely Cute [N21]
Background: The Undead Heard You by SAYO [N21]

amara beauty, cheeky pea, dela, dust bunny, LeLutka, Maitreya, N21, onsu, powder pack, stories&co, the liaison collaborative, Uncategorized, wetcat

I’m Right There If You Get Lonely

Hey bunnies! I hope you all are having a wonderful week! I have been hitting up all of the events that I possibly can before the end of October, and I think all of you need to, as well. ❤

By the way, my forgetfulness was in full force this week and I completely and utterly missed the Kayla skin by Amara Beauty that was in this month’s LeLutka Powder Pack! So I’m wearing it here, and it is BEAUTIFUL. So apologies to Amara Beauty for not getting the skin in the unboxing video. It was definitely not intentional!

Style - I'm Right There If You Get Lonely

In This Post:

Head: Spencer by LeLutka
Body: Lara by Maitreya
Skin: Kayla by Amara Beauty [LeLutka Powder Pack, October]
Hair: Khatia by DeLa [The Liaison Collaborative]
Top: Delilah Sweatshirt by Stories&Co [N21]
Pose: Rested by WetCat [The Liaison Collaborative]

Bed, Prints – Northhaven by Cheeky Pea
Lightbox – Charlie by Cheeky Pea
Ivy Apothecary Cabinet – Wanderlust by Dust Bunny [The Arcade, June 2016]
Hanging Plant by 22769
Cucumber House by Onsu